i call it love;

I want so many things now that i feel greedy... oh my... :(
- contact lens 3 colours
- keyboard (the musical type)
- a mouse for my laptop -.-
- a new laptop.. xD pink colour please :P
- Avril's new album coming out around March 2010.. :)
- Eyebalm for eyebags :/
- guitar!!
- a new room ... -.-
- DSLR dunno which model yet.. am browsing ...
- a pink hoodie ^^
- Abbey Dawn Pixie Hoodie !  i wish :'(

So nice...............................................

- Lady Gaga' album the fame monster :)
- my freakin fringe to grow and hair to growwwwwwwwwwww :(
- hair rebonding when hair is at the length i want it to be
- hair colour after form 5
- get new piercings ;)

---> Why change yourself for somebody when you can be yourself and be loved by somebody for who you truly are. 

said you'd love me better if i was thinner but arent you suppose to love me for my inner

OMG i want this ! :)

yumm :D
but yeahh its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo expensive :'(
one can continue dreaming right ? :D

HAha.. i love Mike's shooting accuracy... xD Look at the arrows :P or was it mine >< haha but i think its his xD

haha xDD gay. :P

My red ears are more awesome xDD haha love ya Ann Gee :D
Just being random ~ imma' bored :'(

Will you remember me? and all our memories?

my art that i did when bored... i aint done yet though still got some more to add :) what you think? :D

some random photography :D

another random one heh

Missing those moments.

It's killing me to see you go after all this time. I don't know how to express these feelings to you. I'm afraid that you're not feeling the same way. But i can't breathe without you but i have to. Never wanna see you hurt.

Bad romance ~

Went shopping with mum today :) bro was there too... he isn't counted in the shopping LOL .. Even though i didn't buy anything it was actually alright :) My mum told me this idea what to do after form 5 and i likeyy :) She doesn't like the Aussie place to study ... as my sis experienced it already..  plus my cousins are at UK... ;) yupp you should know what am talking about now :DDD hehe...

Leaving to hometown tmr... guess will be celebrating christmas there.. ? :) at least am going somewhere for christmas this time.. :D it was always stay at home only :( i still haven't touch any school books :O and people are like going for tuition and saying you should start studying now you know... =.= omg... how?? :( study group please ! :) hehe

Nicholas Lee Ning is coming to KL to further his studies next year ! woo the group must meet up then :) gosh been ages :P

---> The person you thought you can trust the most isn't really the one you can trust the most.. :/

It's not my fault, its you. I'm not the one that ask one girl to another. I'm not the one that flirts with another girl infront of other people.Anyway i was not the only one that noticed that. So how was i suppose to feel/do? You didn't bother to ask whats wrong... when everything was wrong. You're such a womanizer. True what they said. This time i won't make the same mistakes. 

---> Listen to my friends and my heart.

I neglected people that i love... my friends..my studies... myself..  asswipe !

My life is so much better now.

Peace.

People hardly see me when i'm angry. trust me i hate that angry side of me too.

Don't cover your eyes

Mikey , you're amazing. :D With ya awesome dancing skillz ~  ;D haha .  Thanks Mike for making me laugh :) and my name in one of your photography projects. That really means a lot to me . :)  I didn't expect that though.

Well am going shooting in about an hour... gonna take a short nap first :P

Back from shooting and swimming :D Hehe.

I hate my hair =.= :( Oh new guy join.. Kumar.. he looks abit like Mr . Subar xD hahaha

Complicated

Why do i still have these feelings for you... Just a few words from ya can make me happy ... I tried moving on but i guess it didn't last long. How do you do it... I had my chance.. but i let it slip away... why ? whyy?? I wonder if you feel the same way... Dayummmm

I got a new phone ^^  as usual it is second hand this time =.=" but its not a bad phone so i won't be fussy :) again its NOKIA... Am always a nokia user =/ Oh tomorrow going shooting again ^^ This time with sis, Michael and Dannel also...

---> What's wrong with me can't get over you...Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever. One last kiss before you go... dry my tears...

Like you'll never see me again

Wooooo ! :D Went to sunway two times in a row ^^ My mum normally won't let :X yeah i know sad... =.= Anyway Saturday i went to sunway pyramid for the comic fiesta convention... mostly for photography... and then teman Wen Khye at his job as perfume promoter. HAHA :P So fun... xD Btw i'm being sarcastic about fun. :P Stayed there around 8 something. Pictures are in facebook. Lazy upload here. :)

Then Sunday ! :D Went sunway again :DD hehe... first went to the mall to buy swimsuits.. then after walking here and there to find... then went to buy tickets... so long line... o.O then met Wen Khye again at his job place haha.. they spray all kind perfume at me... including men perfume =.=" so i smelt like man and woman -.- hahaha then finally we got in. :D Oh went to Sunway Lagoon with my bro, sister , Dannel and Michael. I made new friends during these two days ^^ whee ~ At the water park was fun HAHA :P We tried to get all five people on the float. We succeeded :D until Dannel fell... then we all fell =.=" HAHAHA I got injured though my feet .. got cuts.. was bleeding :( My sis back was useful .. xD Me and Dannel were lying on her haha :P The only ride we went on at the dry park was the pirate ship ... That ride is scary and so freaking long ! =.=" Wanted it to end already. haha. Dannel has the pictures . He was the only one that brought camera. The first time i went on that long bridge at Sunway Lagoon. Lol. The guys wanted to go there. It was scary when it came to near the end part because of the way it was build :S We couldn't try the go-kart ..? because the lady said it was gonna rain...

I didn't regret going  :D

Of all the truth and lies...

My thoughts are flooding. I can't seem to stick to one. I had it all but i was too shy... too scared that i would loose you... Some of them people didn't really like you.... but they didn't get to know you like how i did. I didn't know who to trust. It was just so messed up. You made my life so much brighter. I miss those times, i really do. Now it seems like we're so far apart...which is true. There was just something about you that manages to make me happy. I don't know how you do it but i do know that you are someone important in my life. When i talk to you i feel this aura of happiness surrounding me. :) It was so long we didn't see or talk with each other...Bout a year? I really did miss you. Missing you now too... :( There were those rumours too though... ugh.. i don't know, just messed up. Maybe i messed up. But that was quite long time ago. I'm glad i met you... I'm glad i got to know you more...i'm also glad i managed to finally see you again this year. So with this, i just wanna say.. love ya Mikeyy (: . Thanks for being a good friend...You are one of the most amazing and unique person i've met. I hope we can hang out more. Don't ever change. xxxx

Please come back home

Found this old pic of me when my hair was longer and straighter and smoother... o.O omg my hair is so freaking weird ! haha and i look so yellow here... o.O hahaha

Finally going out with friends tomorrow ! :D Photography outing ~ wheeee :)))

Hold on tight and please don't let go

Yeshh... it's finally over i guess... :))
I got bruised really badly on my leg.. i didnt notice at first only when i put pressure on it and it hurtss !! I got so shocked when i saw the bruise O_O its really bad >.<  It was few days ago.. and i still have it -.-"

---> I don't care what they say or think about you because they didn't get to know you like i did. :)

The eyes is the window to the soul

Be jealous Wen Khye ;) haha lamee blogger make the photo quality so poor >.<

Omg... ate so much fat food for dinner.. ! :X hahaha ate chicken corbluae (however you spell it.. whoopss :S) yumm the cheese in it makes it so damn good man ! :) at secret recipe... then ate chocolate cake ! rich one ! then ate brownies chocolate there also ! OMG ! I just simply love chocolate ~ :P hehe then oreo milkshake ! haha omg all fat food ... i think i gain more than 2 kg :P lolol then later had ice cream some more ! :X save my kidney ! haha :/

Times square next week !!!!!! with babe :D  Ann Gee (: That is if we have transport there... =/ *fingers crossed*

ugh.. stupid blogger

focusing on my bro :P haha

                                                    some random shot inside... set me free ~

Morning after dark

Okay random post :P

Hmm... If a guy were to like a girl would he ask her to prom? Would he tell her the reason why he wants to ask her to be his date to the prom?

If a guy really likes a girl would he text her even when they are in the same room... maybe he's shy but does he like her?

Will a guy still like a girl even after his friends and her friends tease about them ?

Would a guy try to sit near the girl he likes whenever he has the chance?

If a guy really likes a girl would his friend tell the girl that the guy really likes the girl?

Okay.. now

So after all those 'clues' ... would you tell your crush you like them more than a friend? Or not because you don't want to ruin your friendship... that is if you're close friends

THE END x

Just when i had it all, i let you go again...

12/14/2009 12:43:24 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ awww

12/14/2009 12:43:30 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ i

12/14/2009 12:43:30 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ i'm really sorry

12/14/2009 12:43:33 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ having an online crisi

12/14/2009 12:43:37 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ crisis

12/14/2009 12:43:38 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ :S

12/14/2009 12:43:42 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ take care okay?

12/14/2009 12:43:43 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ :)

12/14/2009 12:43:51 AM ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ i'll always be here if you need me ^^

12/14/2009 12:43:58 AM - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' oh its alrightt (:

12/14/2009 12:44:04 AM - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' thanks mikey :)

12/14/2009 12:44:07 AM - ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Kim ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ әɹ!ɟʞɹɐp ႨәɐႡɔ!ɯ ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ™ 'Life' you take care too

thanks mike ~ (:  that was part of the convo because i had to go off :(

Ohh just came back from ou saw Wen Chien there. I thought she looked familiar haha. Um did hair. I curled it.... :S hehe then went shopping :D bought ballet flats and two dresses... yeshh dresses ^^ got photoshoot tomorrow... whooooppp !

Porqué siempre me haces esto?
Porqué no pudiste ver a través de mi?
Cómo puede ser que actues así
Como si no te importara en absoluto

Esperas que crea que fui la única en caer?
Puedo sentir, puedo sentirte cerca mío, hasta aunque estés lejos

No se supone que se deba sentir así
Te necesito, te necesito
Más y más cada día
Dime, estamos tú y yo aún juntos?
Dime, crees que podríamos durar para siempre?
Dime porqué

Juguemos a un juego distinto que al que estamos jugando
Oye, escucha lo que no estamos diciendo
Intenta mirarme y ver realmente mi corazón

Porqué siempre me haces esto?
Porqué no pudiste ver a través de mi?
Cómo puede ser que actues así
Como si no te importara en absoluto

Esperas que crea que voy a dejar que nos caigamos?
Puedo sentirte,puedo sentirte cerca mío, hasta aunque estés lejos

No se supone que se deba sentir así
Te necesito, te necesito
Más y más cada día
No se supone que deba doler así
Te necesipto, te necesito, te necesito
Dime, estamos tú y yo aún juntos?
Dime, crees que podríamos durar para siempre?
Dime porqué

Así que ve y piensa sobre cualquier cosa sobre lo que necesites pensar
Sigue y sueña con lo que sea que necesites soñar
I ven de vuelta a mi cuando sepas simplemente como te sientes, te sientes
Puedo sentirte,puedo sentirte cerca mío, hasta aunque estés lejos
Puedo sentirte, puedo sentirte bebé, porqué

No se supone que deba doler así
Te necesito, te necesito
Más y más cada día
No se supone que deba doler así
Te necesito, te necesito
Dime

No se supone que deba doler así
Te necesito, te necesito
Más y más cada día
No se supone que deba doler así
Te necesito, te necesito
Dime, estamos tú y yo aún juntos?
Dime, crees que podríamos durar para siempre?
Dime porqué

♥♥♥♥
---> I dunno if what i did was right or not after all that time ... but i do know when you hugged me i felt so safe in your arms...

I still remember the day we met

I'm happy for my father that he got offered a Dato' title :D cool ! :P We had to go all the way to Kuantan though... lol... mostly just being lazy at the hotel room xDD they have disney channel there ! my home doesnt have :(

I can't believe next year 17. Wow. And... Rui Syern is leaving to Aussie next year !!! :( Gonna miss her loads ! We plan to hang out at her house and stuffs and help her pack. Haha. I cannot wait to see them again.. Rui Syern, Hillary, Nadia and Stella. :) I miss them  lots!

Nadia ain't in the pic because she couldn't make it that day. Without her the group ain't complete  :)

I miss you guys ! xxx

They don't really care about us

Life fucking sucks? ... So .. why am i still here...
Someone reminded me school starts in 3 weeks times...argghhhhhhh...hate that person......haha :( I just feel like sleeping...eating...sleeping... man i feel so damn full  now ... ate dinner at some restaurant dunno whats the name... then went starbucks to eat some more and drink... wahhh ~ I stuffed myself with chocolates :/

---> in a bad mood

But darling, you are the only exception

Paramore.Paramore.Paramore.Paramore. :)
Libbyyyyyy you got me loving PARAMORE :P hahaha i didn't hear about them until you told me but i wasn't that interested much in them then but i am now :D

I'm so not updated with these stuffs :/

Don't wake me, 'cause i don't wanna leave this dream

Cute aye? :P haha. Okey maybe not. Anyway i can't buy a guitar now because my mum took my savings ...most of it to the bank o.O Well... my mum doesn't like the idea of girls playing guitar -.-" So she of course won't support of buying a guitar for me. :/ So i have to buy with my own money... Lucky my sis managed to get one... well she had two but the first one was classical guitar... i was saving it up to buy a good guitar but now.. i have to wait again ! :'( Aww man... this sucks... :( It's gonna take ages again to save up for a guitar. :/

There was a cookies day something on the 4th december ... or was it 3rd... I just found out today.. I seriously need to sleep early ... i've been sleeping only at 3am sth...4am sth .. :/ My eyebags are getting worst ? O_O

I dunno why i didnt follow to genting... :/ hmm.. and that 'dudee' came from aus to here to meet me ahaha but didnt get to :X We did before but first time we met err.. was funny lol... because... i was sleeping in the car =.="

Happy Birthday Kelvin Tan ! :)

He's currently at UK now... Suppose to come back to Malaysia. =.=" Instead he is travelling all around UK... o.O Lucky ! By the pic you can tell he loves food? hahaha... but still skinny -.- but he loves football too... he supports MU... i'm not really a fan.. so .. ee.. yeahh... He's a really caring dudee.. :)

Happy Birthday Mikeyy ! :)

We've been friends for 4 years and i really appreciate our friendship. Hope it continues... Thanks for being able to cheer me up when i'm down. :) Though there was that time when we didn't talk... but you told me why that day. Thanks for sharing it with me :) and for the awesome birthday song haha :P sorry i can't sing the birthday song to you on the phone =/ we're really far apart..and also thanks for calling me when you were in Malaysia. I really hope we can meet up again next year. Missing ya :( Hope we can hang out more too  xx

All i ever wanted

Omg... i'm sorry people for changing my blog so many times :( I just can't seem to stick to one. =/ Sorry :X I got back from Kuantan... I hate long car rides =.= We went there to meet up with dad. So Jackie drove us there. He drove damn fast O_O lol. But i likeyy :P Hehe. Did nothing much there... Sleep... watch TV (Disney Channel) :D haha it's not kiddy >.< ... play PSP ... Eat... eat... =/ haha. I ate such a heavy breakfast since it was a buffet. :P But the food wasn't that nice =/ So far my hols were mostly... eating..sleeping...watch TV... smsing... So many people ask me to go out but i can't :( This Friday is my last year class party. I hope i can go. Can see everyone again. :)

---> It's amazing how someone can change your life for the better <---