your love is my drug

I wish i could go back to that day where we went out... I had the chance... i should have taken that chance? I mean... come on 4 years is a freaking long time ! But i know its impossible too... for a few reasons :( I just can't believe i let him go just like that... The phone talks we had till late night... when you asked if you could call... The way you asked if i was alright and looked me in the eyes and held my hand... the last hug i got from you... i didn't expect you to get out of the car and hug me goodbye...

no matter what i don't care if they don't let me be friends with you... i still will... because without you everything is different...

I still like him after all this time... Why?? I feel like i really do need him in my life... =( I'm missing him so much... but does he know i'm feeling this way???

Theres something i see in his soul that i cannot resist.
Everything he told me, i still remember them.
I cannot let them go. I cannot forget the memories we had.
He is a troublemaker.

sigh school :(

am not ready for SPM! :( i still wanna go hang out,shopping, partayyy and have funnn :'(

missing the old you

Don't let them know that you're crushing in the inside... but why?

Happy new year people 2010 :) I don't know whats mine gonna be like.. i'm not gonna say anything about it :) Infact it doesn't really feel like a new year to me.. i feel normal about it :/

Oh yeah.. wtf my bro gets a x box 360 all the sudden and i can't get a DSLR >=( but i also play with the x box :D