your love is my drug

I wish i could go back to that day where we went out... I had the chance... i should have taken that chance? I mean... come on 4 years is a freaking long time ! But i know its impossible too... for a few reasons :( I just can't believe i let him go just like that... The phone talks we had till late night... when you asked if you could call... The way you asked if i was alright and looked me in the eyes and held my hand... the last hug i got from you... i didn't expect you to get out of the car and hug me goodbye...

no matter what i don't care if they don't let me be friends with you... i still will... because without you everything is different...