your love is my drug

I wish i could go back to that day where we went out... I had the chance... i should have taken that chance? I mean... come on 4 years is a freaking long time ! But i know its impossible too... for a few reasons :( I just can't believe i let him go just like that... The phone talks we had till late night... when you asked if you could call... The way you asked if i was alright and looked me in the eyes and held my hand... the last hug i got from you... i didn't expect you to get out of the car and hug me goodbye...

no matter what i don't care if they don't let me be friends with you... i still will... because without you everything is different...

I still like him after all this time... Why?? I feel like i really do need him in my life... =( I'm missing him so much... but does he know i'm feeling this way???

Theres something i see in his soul that i cannot resist.
Everything he told me, i still remember them.
I cannot let them go. I cannot forget the memories we had.
He is a troublemaker.

sigh school :(

am not ready for SPM! :( i still wanna go hang out,shopping, partayyy and have funnn :'(

missing the old you

Don't let them know that you're crushing in the inside... but why?

Happy new year people 2010 :) I don't know whats mine gonna be like.. i'm not gonna say anything about it :) Infact it doesn't really feel like a new year to me.. i feel normal about it :/

Oh yeah.. wtf my bro gets a x box 360 all the sudden and i can't get a DSLR >=( but i also play with the x box :D

i call it love;

I want so many things now that i feel greedy... oh my... :(
- contact lens 3 colours
- keyboard (the musical type)
- a mouse for my laptop -.-
- a new laptop.. xD pink colour please :P
- Avril's new album coming out around March 2010.. :)
- Eyebalm for eyebags :/
- guitar!!
- a new room ... -.-
- DSLR dunno which model yet.. am browsing ...
- a pink hoodie ^^
- Abbey Dawn Pixie Hoodie !  i wish :'(

So nice...............................................

- Lady Gaga' album the fame monster :)
- my freakin fringe to grow and hair to growwwwwwwwwwww :(
- hair rebonding when hair is at the length i want it to be
- hair colour after form 5
- get new piercings ;)

---> Why change yourself for somebody when you can be yourself and be loved by somebody for who you truly are. 

said you'd love me better if i was thinner but arent you suppose to love me for my inner

OMG i want this ! :)

yumm :D
but yeahh its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo expensive :'(
one can continue dreaming right ? :D

HAha.. i love Mike's shooting accuracy... xD Look at the arrows :P or was it mine >< haha but i think its his xD

haha xDD gay. :P

My red ears are more awesome xDD haha love ya Ann Gee :D
Just being random ~ imma' bored :'(

Will you remember me? and all our memories?

my art that i did when bored... i aint done yet though still got some more to add :) what you think? :D

some random photography :D

another random one heh

Missing those moments.

It's killing me to see you go after all this time. I don't know how to express these feelings to you. I'm afraid that you're not feeling the same way. But i can't breathe without you but i have to. Never wanna see you hurt.

Bad romance ~

Went shopping with mum today :) bro was there too... he isn't counted in the shopping LOL .. Even though i didn't buy anything it was actually alright :) My mum told me this idea what to do after form 5 and i likeyy :) She doesn't like the Aussie place to study ... as my sis experienced it already..  plus my cousins are at UK... ;) yupp you should know what am talking about now :DDD hehe...

Leaving to hometown tmr... guess will be celebrating christmas there.. ? :) at least am going somewhere for christmas this time.. :D it was always stay at home only :( i still haven't touch any school books :O and people are like going for tuition and saying you should start studying now you know... =.= omg... how?? :( study group please ! :) hehe

Nicholas Lee Ning is coming to KL to further his studies next year ! woo the group must meet up then :) gosh been ages :P

---> The person you thought you can trust the most isn't really the one you can trust the most.. :/